you know that depression thing where you still care about the things that you love and are passionate about but you don’t care in the same way that you used to and so all of your feelings toward x things are just sort of… hazy, foggy, and blurry and you know why you love the thinsg but you can’t bring yourself to love the things the way you want/use to love the things and it’s just really sad because you don’t want to feel this way towards the things because you really do love the things. you’re just. sad

i hate it